Today I was reluctant to get out of bed. Since my father passed away some two weeks or so ago I have not been sleeping very well. Each night I wake up and remain so for several hours. My mind races with the regret of what could have been.
Alas, God is the master planner.
I would not be the me that I am today without the sum total of all the life experiences, so this was the path He chose for me.
I am content, but the subconscious still feels regret and as such, insomnia has been a frequent visitor.
On a lighter note, these are the flowers blooming outside my window today and I always find such joy in the things of nature.
This is a close-up of those tiny bits of joy.
Then the beauty below.
The image below we called them cat-tails back in South America.