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Changing Seasons of Life

When I meet new people I wonder, what attracts me to them? Them to me? Why does a friendship develop…why does it end?

One such friend we will call ‘Em’. I was a teenager when I first met Em. We were young girls in a strange country, America, both living in Queens New York.

Em and I were cousins a few times removed. I had spent one year in the Caribbean island of Antigua living with my aunt. My mother thought it was a great thing, a change of environment and a chance to ‘see something of the world’.

I was engaged to be married at the young age and since my mother had been married young and subsequently divorced, she wanted me to avoid the same pitfalls.

So off to Antigua I went, to go stay with my aunt and to get me away from the ‘young love’. Sadly, it worked, but that’s another story for another day.

Back to Em and I.

In Antigua, Em’s mother was a friend of said aunt and through that relationship I came to learn we were cousins.

So when I emigrated to the good ole USA one cold February day, I was armed with a telephone number of Em who was a few years older than I. I was given strict instructions to get in contact with her and for us be friends!

So dutifully several months later I called Em. She, I would learn later had also been given similar instructions, so we planned a meeting.

We decided to meet on the train going to Manhattan, since my stop was at the end of the service line I would get on the train first. Once the conductor announced that next stop “Roosvelt Avenue / Jackson Heights”, I knew that was where Em would get on the train.

I tried to imagine what she would look like since I had no photographs to go by. We had predetermined that I would wait at the first car, no cell phones back then, lol. Can you imagine, no cell phones, however did we live! Anyways we recognized each other and instantly a friendship began.

Em and I remained great friends and the years passed. We have supported and loved each other through all types of life changes. Em never got married nor had children, not because she did not want to because she desperately did, more so than I, but somehow it never worked out for her. Very sad.

This friendship lasted throughout the years, she became a ‘sister’ to me and a member of my close family. She is godmother to my first child now twenty two years old, babysat for me, we’ve laughed, cried, fought, made up and through it all we were always there.

So why the friendship ended, I’m sure dear Em is as perplexed as I.

I moved from New York in 2010 due to some life circumstances, Em was there with me the day before I left and yet I moved here and I never called Em again and she never called me.

No discernible unease, absolutely no bad feelings on my end and I don’t believe any on her end either. But why did we part? I do not know.

Intermittently I get asked by family what happened with you and Em? I have no answers. I simply do not know…

Why do friendships start? Why do they end? Is their purpose sometimes just a temporary respite for one, for both? Is this respite just for a season? Why not a lifetime?

As always, God bless you!

16 thoughts on “Changing Seasons of Life

  1. Lovely story, but a sad ending! I hope you two can reconnect one of theses days!

    1. Hope so too

  2. Y’all had a beautiful friendship. I hope you can find her and reconnect soon😊

  3. I have also experienced this situation, had best friends 2x who both left without a word. Once when 21, last time just recently. Its incredibly hard, but realized, it is better without a person who was faking a friendship., laura. Sorry for the loss, but also happy your free.

    1. Some things are just for a season I think.

  4. That was a good story. We both have 22 year olds. 😊 Do you think you’ll ever come in contact with Em again? I think sometimes when you move away things just change. I had a great friend and we met in 5th grade. We we’re friends from then until high school when we lost contact. Now about 20 years later, she married my cousin so we’re back in contact.

    1. How nice for you, that you and your friend made contact again.
      I moved got busy, new place, job hunting and somehow the friendship got lost. By the time I realized so much time had passed.

      1. Time has a way of slipping by. 😊

  5. “A friend loveth at all times….” Proverbs 17:17

    Maybe your friend has not lost her love but, rather time. My friend moved from California to New York when she got married. As a newly wed, we didn’t talk as much as before. In the meantime, I moved to Texas. Phone numbers changed for us both, creating a lack of communication. My friend’s marriage barely made a year. Her husband died from cancer. Most of her married life was filled with doctors appointments and in the hospital. Her stepson developed left sided heart failure and was placed on an artificial heart pump, awaiting a heart transplant that didn’t come in time. Shortly after, her mother had a massive stroke and died. When she returned to California for her mom’s funeral, my sister saw her and gave her my number. Her trials made me think of Job.

    “If you become discouraged in the day of distress, your strength will be small.” Proverbs 24:10. In a time where my friend needed me most, I was not there. I have often wondered what if. We now speak at least three times a week. I am blessed that our relationship hasn’t suffered from our time apart. I believe God puts us where he wants us at the time of his choosing. Our season is not over. For that I am grateful. If you seek out your friend, I pray you find that you find nothing unchanged. If they have, all things work out according to God’s plans.

    1. Yes, so so true. Since we are also related, I am persuaded that we will make contact again.

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  6. Thank you for sharing your story! I thought about a friend I had back in the day. Hurricane Ike caused us to go our separate ways and then life got in the way for us both. I see her posts on social media and it’s evident our lives have down separate paths. I often wonder will I ever have a friend again like I had in her.

  7. This was a good short read. Keep up these life stories even fictional ones would be great to read from you. I love the way you write your stories. You have a new reader.

    1. Thank you for visiting and glad you liked it.

  8. I have moved from place to place and can relate to how you lost touch with Em. In some cases, the context and priorities changed and as a result the bond became weaker. I don’t think that’s the case with Em and you and with time the two of you will surely become close once again.

    1. I really hope we meet again, hopefully it will be while we can still recognize each other, lol.
      thank you for visiting.

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